So as I stated in in my “Bed rest” post I was talking to my high school crush. The Ball game is starting to change on me. I have come to terms that I really like this guy now and I have also come to terms that I’m a big ass flirt. Check out this convo we had lastnight/ early this morning. This must ended before it turns into an issue dont ya think?
Me:
Me: hahah i had a mini dream that i made out with you…
Me: lol
Him: you serious?
Me: hey
Me: serious about what?
Him: mini dream about me…
Me: oh that..hahah yep sure did…
Him: what was it about?
Me: i dunno it was weird… i dozed off and u were just there and we were talking or something and started making out in the middle of the street like we just made up or something and then
my friend’s ex bf walked up to us and punched the shit out of u hahah
Him: id like to see anyone try
Me: well he caught you off guard..cuz he came from behind hahah but i saw him and tried to say something but it was to late
Me: than i woke up hahha
Him: <.<
Me: soooo where ya been puto
Him: getting my new car
Him: its an audi
Me: sweet
Me: get me one too
Him: nah
Him: sry only one driver -.o
Me: hmmp
Me: what color
Him: black
Me: i fucking hate you…
Me: goodbye
Him:lol
Me: i love audi’s and i love black cars
Him: come live with me then lol
Me: i swear if you told me u were getting like a 65 shelby mustang..i would leave my man for u haha
Me: LMAO
Him: lol
Him: i was about to get a red mustang but the black audi got my attention
Me: yea…
Me: good choice
Me: black cars are sexy as shit…got me all flustered over here jk hahah
Him: lol
Me: heheh
Me:
sooo ya miss me? 
Him: of course
Me: aww…well i didnt miss you muahahahah
Him: lol thats fucked up…you know the best part of you night is me <-<
Him:and you still havent texted me >_>
Him:good night beautiful ^^
Me: lol night…your such a charmer huh?
Him: no i just know beauty when i see it, bye
Ok soooo ummm, Im puzzled, giddy like a school girl and I dunno what else lol. What do ya’ll think?
Him:aight well im off to sleep v.v
Slow down Mrs. Epps!!!! If your man did this there would be no question…. you’d have a problem!!!
RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTT…. but see if u read my post bed rest….this is like a continuation of it ya know.. but i think.. this must end..its not worth it…everyone tells me that its all good its not like im effin the guy or anything and me and my man arent married so its me basically keeping my options open…but foreal though…like dude is feeling me…STILL feeling me from high school!!! and me and my man are having some problems now for some odd reason…its just a big ol mess…
msepps, I know I don’t know you but girl watch out. Guys always seem more attractive when they’re somewhat off limits. My ex from high school called me last week and invited me to come stay with him. I thought it would be an issue especially since he’s MARRIED but he then proceeds to tell me that his wife left him 3 whole days prior to his call. I got all warm and fuzzy on the inside for a minute thinking about how this could be our “second chance” which would be more like 22nd but I digress. Me and my own boyfriend have been having issues for about three months and it has taken soooooooo much willpower not to call my ex or conviently drive by his house.
Just be careful!
If I remember your situation from stuffblackpeoplehate.com, my advice is for you to leave the new guy alone & ditch your man as well. You are obviously not ready to be in a serious relationship because you flirt too damn much. Despite how financially mature you are, you are too young to be in the relationship you’re in now (as evidenced by the shameless flirting) – shacked up, engaged & about to become a step-mother. My advice is for you to move out on your own. Live in your own apartment for at least 2 years & kick it. No serious boyfriends, just get all the flirting and dating (not sleeping) around out of your system. That’s what your 20s are for!
Thanks so much for all your comments. I think I have an idea as to what I need to do because shit his crazy and life is too short.
Lol You left your AIM in there? Imma IM you now
bwhah o shit.. i sure did nice catch.. dont IM please hahah
I was always told, never go back to your past….
For the record, I never planned to break up with my boyfriend for this guy. I have spent to much time on my relationship to just let it go like that. Its nice to look back at old high school things but I would never leave the things i have right now for something that ” could” have happened in the past.. That is all..carry on with the regular scheduled program hahahah