PMS is a b*tch

So I was talkin to Diva last night, and she was telling me that she thinks she has PMDD (or whatever its called). I thinking to myself, ‘man that rough’, but as I go about my first Wednesday with Aunt Dot, Im so damn bitchy. And this is primarily towards my boyfriend. I break up with him once a month, and it JUST happens to occur when I have that visitor.  Although I’ve been pretty good about it for the past 2 months, it came back to rear its ugly head.

It started yesterday afternoon. I was checking facebook when my nosy mother reads the screen. It just happened to say something like ‘thats why your bitter, you need to get a refill of your HIV meds’.  to which she FREAKED out and asked me if I had HIV and/or AIDS (i dont, get tested people) but I found it extremely funny, and she didnt. I wanted to share this with my boyfriend. I checked to see if he was on aim, he was. I sent him a message. He didnt respond quick enought for me. I call him on his cell with my cell. While the cell is ringing, he answers my IM. And asks me why Im calling. And goes on to tell me that he hates it when i call him from my cell when Im in the house(i dont get good reception in the house).  It was shortly after 9, (whether it was 904 or 910 is the debate) and since he has tmobile I wanted to save his minutes(cuz my cell is in his fave five).  And it just spiraled out of control after that. Im too strong to back down from a fight, and he KNOWS this. He also knows that I was PMSing, and I gave him ample warning Tuesday Morning.  Now hes making me out to be the bitch, and Im HEATED about it.

I TOLD your ass I was PMSing, thats code for LEAVE ME ALONE. Dont get me started. Save yourself the grief. Jeez LOUISE!

So yea, I broke up with him, but frankly Im tired of this damn roller coaster. Dont know if its him or me. Something’s gotta give sooner or later. And our 4 year anniversary is Aug 20. And I told him that he has one year from that date to ask me to marry him, or I will leave his ass. Im tired of playing house, at least I could be out having hot random sex while I still got it!